My New Years Resolution... I'ma finally catch that wascally wabbit @[100000540402955:2048:Nekia-Nana].. i tried to tell ya. lol contemplating moving to Ontario... It's legal there now :P OMG!! i Sitting here listening to Spoken Word that makes me scream... in my mind... I MISS YOU!!! "Go the F**K To Sleep" Tamara/Shuri -- Tammy/Tami -- Geva/Jiva.. Same old chick, just a different name. "and this is how n'uhs do when we play how we play" Engine enging numba nine, on the new york transit line.. If my train goes off the track... pick it up... pick it up .. pick it up........ BACK on the Scene.... Funny Stuff. @[100004008558005:2048:Bomani] ... lol Akasha is back home. That is all! Video. Music. Box contemplating moving to Ontario... It's legal there now :P
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so I type out “Nehhhvah” (Never) and I…

so I type out “Nehhhvah” (Never) and I can hear my mom saying it.. like she’s sitting on the bed behind me. now I’m giggling because I can visualize her clowning, being goofy with a big ass smile.

Speaking of smiles, I was never allowed to frown around my mom.
“Smile nah, yuh go get wrinkles before yuh ol'”

It’s really good to get to that point after death where the memories are sweet and funny and the pain is only a mild throb.
14 years and still missing you, mommy. “Miss Val”, “Sister Val”.